i don’t have this huge ego. i don’t have this arrogance about me but i am pretty confident. that didn’t happen overnight. it took a great deal of time to find small parts of myself. that wasn’t easy & it still isn’t most of the time. people see me & see more than i see which to me is a good thing. it gives me perspective & an idea as to how i may appear to be strangers. to me i’m just myself. a struggling artist trying to survive the best way i can. some days are better than others & other days are shit. i’m no different than the next.

i am kinda sorta in love with kat dahlia. she is beautiful & her music is so damn raw. i have yet to listen anything else besides gangsta - but i’ll be listening later for sure. one thing about her is that she seems mad chill. i caught an interview & her vibe was so opposite of what others deliver. i dug that a lot. i swear that song has been embedded in my brain yo.

i’m truly content with this music that i’m going to be releasing. it makes me smile to know that i will be releasing a real body of work this time around. i’m not making excuses & i’m not going to doubt. the one issue that i have is for some reason the right side of gums - upper & lower have swelled up and it’s a real pain in the ass which means that by the time i wake up i’m not even going to be in the mood to record. i’m bout to down some pain pills & call it a morning. i’m kinda scared of this seeping pain i’m feeling.

sidenote : some of you have really amazing blogs. i’d just sit & observe them if i could but i ain’t got that kinda time. i appreciate the brightness & darkness. by that i mean those of you that shine light & those of you in need of it. thank you for giving pieces of your extended selves. peace + love.