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elli has become my new boo for this one right here.
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i’ve been known to get ghost on people. i believe i’ve disappeared out of almost everyones life at least once. on my end it was expected. i even warned them ahead of time but some were too arrogant & didn’t believe my words & actions to be true. if i didn’t i’d never know if i miss that individual or if it was a phase or if it was an infatuation or if it was sex or if i was starting to care too much too soon or whatever. all i know is that i had to leave. i had to see if they were worth me coming back. if i’d be missed or if i was just another individual who happens to wander in anothers life for the fucking hell of it. i still can’t say. i just know whenever i’m overwhelmed i completely shut down for a bit.
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people want power & they want you to give them that however they can take it whether it’s through mental intrusion, physical obstruction or emotionally - they will take it. don’t let them. i can’t say how. i’m still learning but i do know that people be on a real power trip. it’s an ego thing or more. bleh.
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i see myself as a positive uplifting individual that wants to help people. my purpose is not for me i don’t believe. that would be too selfish & vain of me. i believe i’m here to reach out, be the face of change & show life from my point of view. i may drag my past in the mud but i will always be the light at the end of the tunnel. it may not be the brightest but i will try my damnest to put a smile on someones face even if there isn’t one on my own. i want to spread love. that’s really all i want to do with my life. i want to see children, adults, seniors - people of all races smile. it’s too much grief & sadness - not enough love.
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i don’t call people i don’t care to speak to nor do i answer my phone for those same people. i’m not big on texting either so if i text you back you should feel special. i usually just throw my phone down & keep it moving. i don’t really visit peoples blogs unless i’m really interested. you will know if i’m viewing mad old posts posted forever ago. i become that kind of creep but it means i like you at least a little bit. i rarely ever say i love you but if i do it means i really fucking love you. i have never fought for love because no one has ever given me a reason to. sometimes i doubt if i’ll know if that person will be worth it.
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we all entertain the thought, embark on the action or think about the next person we plan to have sexually. i love stories of the mind blowing sex & the not so mind blowing sex - or just sharing an idea or thought about it. i’m just interested. there’s always something new to learn about sex in my opinion.
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i fall for women that sing & sing amazingly well. women who sing & mean it. women who sing & make you feel it. women who sing to me & make me feel like i’m special. this is a rare thing but when it happens i am truly in love.
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growing up in the 90’s for me was the illest thing. the groups were just so dope & jodeci is indeed one of those groups that changed the game. talk to you was written by me & produced by ric&thadeus. listen & enjoy!
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the next person i find myself in a relationship with will have to be an artist or at least a love for the many forms of art. that’s the only way it’s going to work without me feeling like i’m compromising.
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i’m passionate about a lot of things. mainly people & the power we tend to have without knowing. what you do with that power is what makes you who you are - with that being said it’s not really power. it’s just about the way you use yourself & the way people respond. i’m really big on communication. it’s one of the forms that are important to me.
